I didn't post here for a while, and I probably won't post anything new for a while.
I just wanted to thank all of you for supporting me during all these years. Some people actively followed me for weeks, for months and sometimes for years. Most of you probably stopped following me, but I'm okay with that and still want to write this thank you message.
I began this deviantart in middle school. I was a little, little girl at that time. And the truth is : I still am, and I think I'll always be a baby even at my death. I like to read my old posts and see my old drawings, it's like looking at my old previous teen self. I also like to read your old comments, sometimes positive, sometimes negative, sometimes neutral. But I know that all of these comments helped me to grow A LOT. They kept me going, persevering, they helped me to continue working hard, to continue walking towards my dreams even when it seemed unreachable.
So I want to thank each one of you.
Thanks to all of you, I'm currently standing at this place. And the view is really wonderful.
Thank you so much.
A side note. What did I do during these years ? And what do I do now ?
I worked, worked, and worked. I studied at several schools, some famous, some not-so-famous. I made a lot of sacrifices.
When I was younger, I wrote here that I dreamed of entering Gobelins school and work in the animation industry. Some people cheered me, some people told me "You can't, you don't have what it takes to enter this school, it's impossible for you !!"
Thing is, I did.
And now I'm working in the animation industry. Look, all my dreams came true. It wasn't that impossible.
The exact moment my dreams came true, all my dreams were shattered at the same time. Dreaming was so much more dreamy than reality. But I like it this way. I made a lot of sacrifices for empty dreams, but I gained a lot from it. I evolved a lot.
In what way did I evolve? I'll tell you. I'm still a lazy-ass who can't finish what she begins. My house is as messy as my mind. I'm still too perfectionnist. I'm still one associal chick. I still lack tact. I... well. I still.... I still suck in every way.
The difference is, I'm mighty proud of it ! And I realized that people liked me this way. And this. It changes everything.
Again, with all my heart... thank you so much.